ferris-not-a-wheel

就这样，半年过去了

整整，过了半年，都没有上载新的部落格了。

一切都不一样了，

自由了，

毕业了，

头发剪短了，

变老了，

搬家了，

开始会保养了，

踏着社会的边缘了，

找着工作了，

还有...

总算看清了。

以前总以为，

自己什么都可以应付得到，

以前计划好的未来，

终究都只归于计划，

想要实际行动的那一刻，

才发现自己原来都还没有准备好去为未来冲刺.

才发现自己还不知道自己想要什么。

怎么办好呢？

要见步行步呢还是在从长计议？

以为找到了捷径，

反倒走进森林里迷路了！

前途

茫茫

lately annie told me bout blogs and stuff,

and i did some research on it,

that blog can earn some tip but have to have consistant attrative content,

i thought it would be interesting if people would want to read my things,

so...

i think i'll start by trying to do something like...

the diary i wrote when i was in national service,

i think it will be a good start for me?

i will try to make it more pics, and less words,

i'll try to scan some of the pages of what i wrote,

it's alright that i could receive comments before i try to make a new blog just for this,

i've thought that the title would be related to...

something related of funny things of myself~

in college, or some other places....

aiya, hard to describe in here now,

u guys just wait for it to happen, so..

i'll try to scan and post up some of the stories i had in national service...

XD

will do more research base on the book

"the 150cm me"

GOODBYE 2010

WELCOME 2011!

Im still standing here, the same time inspiring others

sometimes i never thought that stories of mine would inspire others

would charge up others

would motivate others

thanks to my partner Jonny

you're always the friendly coach of mine

haha

I thought i cant stand it any longer

in fact im so clear that what i want

it's either i get to do what i'm interested without worries

or study for 5 years and come back Msia with better income

or do what i wanna do and die poor

i've just gonna make my choice

it's still my life anyway

im thankful that i'm still standing here

im thankful for those who stands beside me

im thankful for that cherry who always be there by my side

im thankful

when i realised!

tuut...
went for a cheated guitar lesson for 1 month,
but i did like the guitar teacher a lot,
Mr.J-son.

that month i was thinking,
i thought i would just quickly finish that guitar lesson in that centre and quickly ran off,
after all i thought that maybe i would only wna learn guitar for fun,
but after a long thought for myself,
i would really wanna involve myself in contemporary music,
*not classical dead ones*
but what makes myself to hold back is actually my own attitude,
which i only want me myself to support me in music
which makes me feel guilty all the time,
and mr Aw feels weird all the time...

he always says:
"you're thinking too much, just go for it!"
"no, it's expensive and i dont wna spend mum's money on it!"
"......"
".......... what?"
"go talk about it to your mum first!"

in fact my mum said,
"u like it? go for it la! i'll buy u a guitar as present"

=.= i know, i've been thinking a lot,
i know, i always wanted to be independent,
in fact i dont use money wisely all the time...

lol...
okay alright ohwell,
i'll just go for it i guess~

youngest sis is learning hew own,
so i wanna learn the basics steps one and continue to learn from mr J-son,
i would really hope that i could have a chance to visit my friend's studio sometimes,

^^ earn hard! play hard!

有你真好

如今

不再是我一个人在拼

不再是我一个人在扛

不再是我一个人在过

只因有你在

有你真好

以前的那一年

那时已经感受得到

只因自己还不确定

加上自己贪新鲜

很容易被新事物牵引掉

你仍然还在保持着沉默

默默付出

被你那份坚持有所感动

被你那份勇气有所打动

知道你的突破是不易而来

也知道多半是为了我吧? :)

往往到某些事情发生以后

在自己情绪最低落的时候

才察觉到自己真正的心情

但想到那时已经疏远的感觉

只好否定自己

不想复杂化了

曾有一阵子

没有勇气踏出那一步

害怕拥有而失去的那种感觉

宁愿维持着现状

在自己需要的时候期待能有你的出现

但现在已迎刃而解了吧？

有你真好

我是那么认为的

也许你太过了解了吧？

在你身上藏不到我的秘密

就算没表露

你却感受得到

至少我有你的支柱

接下来的日子

我不晓得以后会是怎么样

但至少我为了以后付出现在

体谅我为了梦想而奔拼的日子

幸亏有你

有你真好

Penang Trip

If people asked me

"what's the most memorable time with you and your coll friends?"

i would say,

the greatest unexpectable sudden planned trip to penang...

9 of us,

3 cars,

waste of petrol,

but it was worth it all...

penang!

balcony of our hotel

Its a tiring day for the first day actually,

as we drove all night until the morning,

it was amazing to see the sunrise from the car,

perfect colour scheme of yellow, blue and pink!

too bad my camera wasnt with me...

funny pose 1
funny pose 2 (etc)

we did enjoy quite a monent in our hotel after the nap~

kek lok si temple

we are the fans of guan yin ma~~~

persiaran gurney

coffee island cafe

must admit that its a nice place with

nice environment

nice food

nice music

nice wind

LOVE that place so so so much!

me eating my fillet plus the extremely delicious wasabi sauce!!
WOOO!!
i will go for the other time when i come back penang!

did spend some time in exploring DSLR camera,
took quite a lot of pictures with it,
feel like getting one for myself,
but its kinda over budget~
anyhow loved the feel of focusing the objects,
hope that i get the chance to improve my skills...